Earn Money From Home

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If I could have avoided this crisis in health with working in my profession, which I could have done, I would be a normal weight now. I would be working part time probably, have a good income. I know, I wrote my book. It said we could never know what could have been. Yes. I said that. They did not like my writing that book here at all regarding my religious beliefs. I forced it on no one. It was not going to be a best seller, that is for sure.

I would also be able to afford to return to my music lessons which I have put off for years,and be writing as I have always done.(poetry, music, and
narratives or articles.) No. I did not earn money from these. It is a possibility. I might have met someone
dated, married. I would have, possibly… a church home, a support group, and lived to a ripe old age.

Could it be that people are jealous of senior citizens, do not want them to
do things like this. I looked, and would look years younger if I could get some weight off. I cannot. I feel too terrible. My skin was not sagging much at all before I gained this weight. I still have the most beautiful dress I ever had,and did not get to wear. my all occasion dress. I am a SENIOR citizen.
We do not need to go die to get rid of us. As I was leaving work one day, an older female who looked like a relative who despises me, told me I could be a prison guard when I was really old. Why would I want to be a prison guard? I would rather be dead. I couldn’t do it. I am talking of literal prison. There is another lady here who looks remarkably like that woman. She has problems similar to the one who said that to me. This is extrme abuse. I don’t care, it is abuse with
reckless disregard for my mental and physical health, stalking, harassing.
with intent to harm. It is also a money laundering attempt, to get money to the one who looks like the one who made the prison remark originally. Yes. That is the M.O. I have cause to sue, they do stuff like that, the one slandered gets the pay off. The slandered one who nearly destroyed my life over and over. I do not think it is coincidence. It is hatred. Viciousness.
I have to experience what she did. Like I have had a charmed life. Every problem in my life came out of psychotic delusions spun about someone’s fantasies about an old country doctor who did not give me a second look.
I was not interested in him either. That is the psychosis forced onto my life all my life. I am not the one needing the antipsychotics.

I know the answer, the answer is yes. People , enemies, do hate people this much. They do these things to people deliberately. Deliberately.Your blood would curdle if I told you the hateful, spiteful, mean things done to me. I am supposed to, as a Christian, forget and forgive.
With much enjoyment and spite, take job, career, money, ruin credit,
get rid of property, railroad, run out of town, . Watch it. Don’t put all your eggs in one basket…so to speak.. have a plan and a back up plan.

I want to forgive. I cannot. This is the last straw. Last straw also is that
if I had money, no one would give me lessons probably, would say that
it “might:” harm me. That would harm me less than anything. They do
not want to admit their hatefulness and spite. Delusions, psychotic delusions which have caused them to commit literal crimes against me.

I am also facing absessed teeth, in the few i have, I have many many cavities.
They think that is funny also. I am not supposed to feel sorry for myself and gripe because I am a Christian. It does not make Christianity look good for me to endure this done to me in silence. No one would want to be a Christian if we had to take this in silence. I have been wronged terribly, and they are laughing up their butts about it. Good old expression learned otj where I came from before here.